HEY, I MOVED ! RELINK, YEAHH ?

moving out

2009-09-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

You know what, readers? I've got a new blog, AGAIN. The reason I created it, is because ... *sighs* Am to lazy to type, just visit the other blog. Oh and do me a favour, relink me, pretty please? I'm sorry I had caused trouble for those of you who had already link me, but yeahh. Goodbye, dear blog.

www.theliesbehindmysmiles.blogspot.com

under construction

2009-09-05T14:24:00.001+08:00

This blog will need lots of settings, so if you mind, please don't view it for a moment or so.

the 31st

2009-09-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

First and foremost,

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY
ROSHANNNNN !!!! :D

Yes indeed, he's merdeka's baby :) Unfortunately, he's not even one tiny bit patriotic nor the I-love-my-country type. I must say, life in school will definitely be dull and boring without him. He talks funnily with an accent and cracks up dirty but hilarious jokes :D Who wouldn't love him? *laughs* Anyways, hope you have a blessed birthday, PERVERT !

Speaking of the 31st, I wasn't out celebrating tho. Instead, had to drag myself to Harsh's house to complete our group work of civic report. How boring will this get? -.-"

Meanwhile, unfairly, my mom and siblings were at Waterfront purchasing Big Apple Donuts. Thank goodness, they're considerate enough it bring it home.

*edit*

Okayh, just a recap of my weekends. Mom got some vouchers or something for a visit to Petro Sains and since we've never been there before, she decided to take the opportunity to check it out and of cus, a normal weekend hang out with the cousins :)

My point of view? The gadgets there are average, I guess. Not quite fascinating but not that lame either. So yeahh, you get the idea. But I gotta admit that Singapore Science Centre is way cooler ;) Oh but, there's one thing that caught my attention and coincidentally, I love that "thing" more than ever.

Cheer? Hell yeahh ! :D

The awesome cousin, Madeline !

PS : School was great - or not.

loves & bites

untitled post

2009-08-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

Farewell, long fringe. I'm not getting use to my new hairstyle :( Felt like it was a drastic change although it's not. No more camwhoring sessions, until I'm satisfied ! There, you have my word :) Will be off to KLCC tomorrow :D On the darker side, school will be starting in two days time *sobs* And when there's school, exam results are near *shivers* Oh, damn it.

plant a seed of friendship, reap a bouquet of happiness

2009-08-29T13:13:00.000+08:00

How do I put this? *shrugs* Ohkayy, as you are all very well informed, Sya got a transfer back to Malaysia and she's now currently living her life in Ipoh. Its been six months since we last met, and yes, we missed each other like hell. So, to avoid keeping this term of holiday being nothing but a drag, we decided to hang out right before school start :) Was at OU the whole day,

and it was incredibly fantastically remarkably, awesome. Need I say more? :) We practically walked from the end of old wing to the end of new wing, and not forgetting, we also pay a visit to One World Hotel, and oh my, its beautifully stunning. Took a friggin long time to find the pool, and it was creepier than ever cus there's no one around at all, like seriously. Except, there's this depressed looking woman sitting at the tip of the railing :| Scary but yeahh, found our way to the pool area and it's empty as well, so, just spend our own sweet time doing what most girls would do, camwhoring :)

It was quite a memorable day cus, Sya decided to buka puasa with us but oh, she simply took forever just to choose a suitable restaurant -.-" At long last, after much opinions and suggestions, Old Town White Coffee it is. Had a real scrumptious dinner, and after a lil bit of walking around, she left, and hey, guess what time I leave OU with my family? 11.15 pm! Some lights have been switched off and the car park was just emptily deserted, one word - creepy day, indeed -.-"

Rooftop,

The breathtaking pool at One World,

My other half,

Ohkayy, this was a real random shot. I just think that her phone matches
with my beg perfectly, no?

What's life without a camera?

Oh by the way, before I sign off, I just wanna send my thousand apologies to the ones I'm suppose to hang out with. The reason I didn't invite you guys is cus, she called around midnight and I seriously don't have enough time to plan anything up. Utterly sorry, guys!

loves & bites

excitement level - HIGH

2009-08-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

I'll explode - anytime :D

tag, you're it

2009-08-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Anywhere kissable :)

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Hungry.

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Myself.

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
At limited times only.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
If I'm older, I guess yeahh.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of cus!

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No, thats cruel.

8. What does your last text message say?
U cmin rite?

9.What are u thinking right now?
To get this tag done.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yeahh, SYA :D

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
1.15 am.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Who knows.

13. Is someone on your mind right now? .
Yes, SYA !

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Harsh :)

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. Ben
2. Ashley
3. Jeja
4. Li Ying
5. Neesa
6. Puteri
7. Renie
8. Yana
9. Xenia
10. Sarah

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
She won't tell me.

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female.

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
They don't know one another.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
Form 5 syllabus?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Who? All of them? How am I suppose to remember?!

20. Is no. 4 single?
Maybe.

21.Say something about no. 2
The wackiest cousin.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Umm, you guys know each other, right?

23.Describe no. 9
An awesome flyer.

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
They'll never, cus they've never met.

25. Do you like 8?
Cheer captain? Yeahh :D

save me from this misery

2009-08-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

Mon, 24/8

Hung out at Rac's house for some movie marathons. Fired Up was one hell of an awesome movie!

Tues, 25/8
Today was dead - BORING.

Wed, 26/8
Okayh, its a holiday week, isn't it? The definition of holidays are practically, hanging out, relaxing, vacation and doing absolutely nothing at all. Right, as for my term of holidays, the fourth option is the one I'm always always stuck with - doing nothing at all. And it isn't very pleasant either. I thought I should savour this holiday and I am trying to, but rotting at home makes this a misery :( Hang outs and outings are basically canceled, all thanks to - *censored*

Till then.

the language of friendship is not words but meanings

2009-08-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Sya and Tsu Ning are seriously irritating the hell out of me :) They knew each other for just like an hour ago? But in such a short period of time, they manage to get to know each other and in another five minutes, they were both bullying me. And there I go, being the disingenuous one. Probably one of the most hilarious chats I've ever had :D *giggles* Heh, I love you bitches. ♥

a sigh of relief

2009-08-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY :D

The moment I've been waiting for weeks has arrived :) Oh, I'm certainly over the moon now! Holidays, gosh, you mean so much to me ;)

loves & bites

its the season again

2009-08-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

So yeahh, its the season where we have to put on a mask every single day, being worried about the fact that we might get infected at any time. Its the season where I have to start digging out all my revision books again, the season where exams is on it's way. The most hateful season, ever. Anyways, will be planning to skip school till next week. Not because I'm afraid of H1N1, hell no, instead, turn to the opposition, the teachers are. Very afraid, indeed. I was present yesterday, and most of the teachers were absent, so yeahh, spent the entire day just doodling around. A waste of time, really. Oh, by the way, here's something I've been thinking of, a few days back. Why do we have to wear the white plain-looking hideous mask? Not only that, but it also leaves you in a suffocating, itchy disorder! -.-"

Now, isn't this mask better? :) We can all look different, and of cus, more
attractive, perhaps so? ;)

Right, I'm crapping. Till then.

100 truths

2009-08-07T19:19:00.001+08:00

Wookayy, since I'm uberly free now, will do the tag that bro has been bugging me about -.-"

001. Real Name: Amanda Looi :)
002. Nickname(s): Lots. Better not write it down ;)
003. Age: 13 going on 14
004. Horoscope: Sagittarius
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Young Achievers, there's more tho.
007. Middle School: SK Taman Bukit Maluri, SK Bdr Sri D'sara 1
008. High School: SMK BSD 1
009. College School: Erh, I don't plan for years ahead -.-"
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Average length, I suppose.
012. Loud or Quiet: *laughs* When was the last time I'm quiet? ;D
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Hmm, a phone with a camera :)
015. Health Freak: Nope!
016. Drink or Smoke: *giggles* Drink, definitely! The sound of martini is just so classy ;)
017.Do you have a crush on someone: I guess so.
018. Eat or Drink: I'm always hungry.
019. Piercings: So far, there's only one on each ear. But I intend to pierce other parts of my body as well.
020. Tattoos: Don't think so
021. Social or Anti-Social: Sociable, can't live without talking.
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: On my ears.
024. First relationship: None :(
025. First Best Friend: Umm, Rachel, of cus, and there's this girl called Bridget.
026. First Award: Can't recall.
027. First Kiss: Not yet.
028. First Pet: Hamster.
029. First Big Vacation: Singapore?
030. First Love at first sight: Heh, don't remember.
031. First Big Birthday: When I was 6.
032. First Surgery: None.
033. First sport you joined: The one and only, CHEERLEADING!

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange.
035. Rock or Rap: Rock.
036. Country or Screamo: SCREAMO!
037. NSYNC or Backstreet Boys: Backstreet Boys.
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither.
039. Night or Day: Depends.
040. Sun or Moon: Depends.
041. TV or Internet: Internet of cus. I can do without a tv.
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation!
043. Kiss or hug: Hug, I guess.
044. Iguana or turtle: Eww, none.
045. Spider or bee: Spiders are way cooler!
046. Fall or spring: Spring.
047. Limewire or iTunes: Aries! :D
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer.

Currently
049. Eating: No.
050. Drinking: No.
051. Excitement level: Average.
052. I’m about to: Have my dinner.
053. Listening to: Chasing Lights by The Saturdays.
054. Plan for today: Sleep, really late.
055. Waiting for: August holidays to arrive.
056. Energy Level: Average.
057. Thinking of someone: Nope.
058. Want kids?: After marriage.
059. Want to get married?: Right now, I don't think so.
060. When?: When I found my Mr Right ;)
061. How many kids do you want: Who knows.
062. Any name on the mind: Uhh, no?
063. What did you want to be when you were little: A ballet dancer, cus I used to learn ballet.
064. Careers in mind: Entertainment journalist.
065. Mellow future or wild: WILD!
066. Something you would never try: Don't know.
067. When do you want to die: I'll leave that question to my fate.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
069. Romantic or Funny?: Romantic.
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller.
071. Protective or Caring?: Protective.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous.
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice arms, I guess.
074. Sensitive or Loud?: In between.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither.
077. Muscular or normal: Muscular would be good.
078. Kissed a stranger: No.
079. Broken a bone: I don't think so, or maybe I have. During cheer.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope.
081. Ran away from home: No way.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Not yet.
083. Killed somebody: Hell no.
084. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe.
085. Had your heart broken: Not really.
086. Been arrested: Nooooo.
087. Cried when someone died: Nope.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yeah :)

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Depends on the situation.
090. Miracles: Hell yeahh.
091. Love at first sight: Yup.
092. Heaven: Yes!
093. Santa Claus: No.
094. Tooth Fairy: No.
095. Kiss in the first date: Yup.
096. Angels: Yup.

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yeahh :|
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Sort of.
099. Do you believe in God?: Of course!!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

The people I tag ;
Each and every one of my invited readers.

Mr Tiny :)

2009-08-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY,
BALA VICKNESH!
:)

Besides Harshini, Tsu Ning and Rachel, the other 3 awesomest idiots of mine are literally, Roshan, Adrian and not forgetting, Bala :) So precisely, its Bala's 14th birthday today! Among the 3 of them, he's is the least perverted one and of cus, the most innocent and nicest dude, ever. Us, girls love to annoy him and giggle at him for no apparent reason sometimes, cus, knowing the fact that he basically, would not do anything about it, and staring at his confused look just get us into fits of laughters. Oh right, about his physical appearance, he's indeed very tiny, very round and considered short :D Despite the fact, he does not look like a 14 year old, at all. Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Grow taller, kayy? ;P

give me a break

2009-08-07T15:30:00.000+08:00

This whole week is probably the most hectic week I had to endure. Thank God the weekends are here. *exhales* Anyways, here's one thing I've just recently discover. The word sympathy does not exist in teachers' vocabulary. Most of them must be thinking that we are made out of steel and rod with automated functions -.-" In an unscientific phrase, A ROBOT! But I'm sorry, dear teachers, we're not! All you do is give us multiple assignments and you expect us to complete it the very next day -.-" Seriously, I'm so engrossed with school assignments and projects, I nearly neglect the daily basic necessities. Everything is done in such a humongous rush, I'm hardly satisfied with my work. Oh wells, I don't really bother now. What's done, is done :)

*edit*

Will be heading off to KLIA tomorrow. I'm going to bid my last farewell to my beloved cousins that's gonna migrate to Vancouver. Heartbreaking moments are definitely up for tomorrow :( Gosh, I've always hated it when situation like this occurs.

*edit*

Before I sign off, let me announce 2 Mahir's cutest couple ;) A***** and *clears throat* Sorry about that, I don't think I'm allow to type out their names or else, she will murder me. Not kidding. Oh wait, I don't think they're actually a couple. Right, I'm exaggerating :|

loves & bites

nerves cracking

2009-08-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

OHH GOSH!

I. HATE. SCHOOL.

Holidays! Please, I would do anything for you right now :)

i'm catching that glimmer of sunshine

2009-08-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'll glide across the sun.

This whole week had been pretty unpredictable. The awesome days are yet to come :) Okayh, what I'm trying to say is, lots of good news are blossoming towards me :D Hmm, where do I start? Right, let's make this a unique update, shall we? I'll upload pictures that has something to do with it, and maybe add in some captions. The true meanings of it are for you to guess ;)

We'll let history repeat itself where the fun times comes circling back :)

It's alright, just walk away with an open heart. No one wants you here ;)

It might just be me :D

loves & bites

the artistic side of doughnuts

2009-07-27T13:11:00.000+08:00

*sighs* I was wrong. It wasn't even a tiny bit awesome at Times Square yesterday. Anyways to make a long story short or shall I say, the main crux of it is that, no, we did not watch Harry Potter, and yes, I did and was sitting there, practically rotting to myself. Feeling indeed very, crestfallen and lugubrious. When I seriously feel like exploding due to the mundane atmosphere there, I decided to walk around by myself. I thought I'd get lost cus Times Square can be very confusing at certain points but when you actually walk round and round for who-knows-how-long at a place you aren't very sure of, you pretty much can blindfold yourself and still can acknowledge where you're heading to. Window-shopping alone is not the best you can get, perhaps, but I must conclude, its definitely more exuberant than being in Mighty Minds and looking dumbfounded. Oh btw, spent an hour in Krispy Kreme and I couldn't help snapping pictures at the process of making doughnuts. It was simply adorable :)

Lastly,

loves & bites

i'm not moving on

2009-07-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

Rawr! I'm never ever gonna get use to my surroundings without a phone. Purely and naturally, NEVER! Okayh, some of you might think I'm just being melodramatic or plainly sickening, but trust me, you don't know what it feels like until maybe, you're in my situation :'(

*edit*

After such a long period of time, finally managed to drop by for a couple of hours in the mall with my family :) Purchased a Converse handbag, cus I've been craving for one since like, eternity? Anyways, will be heading to Times Square tomorrow to support bro for some kind of competition, called Mighty Minds. Its all about science and maths, literally. And whoops, corrections on my previous sentence, yes, I'll support him but I'm not going to be there for him. Get it? ;) I mean, seriously, do you think I'll sit there rotting the whole day? Listening to science and maths question being ask, while the participants answer, and for your info, its upper form secondary syllabus, am I just gonna pretend like I understand what's going on? Hell no. Fortunately, Dad doesn't mind me and my sis catching some movies, etc, Harry Potter :D I sense awesomen-ness tomorrow! *giggles*

loves & bites ♥

options of survival

2009-07-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings ♥

Guess what? I lost my phone yesterday. It was truly and utterly heartbreaking *cries* Oh gosh, how the hell am I suppose to survive, then? :O To discover the fact that no more text messaging, camwhoring, doodling with my phone when I'm bored, OMG, this is more frightening than I thought! Okayh, wanna know what's the true story behind all this situation? Sit back and hear me complain, then -.-"

-

Right, first and foremost, I brought my phone to school and put it into Harsh's locker early in the morning, and before recess, Tsu Ning went and put her purse together with her phone as well. So basically, there's 3 phones in it, including Harsh's phone. But then, during recess, Tsu Ning went down with the locker key to take out some assignment or whatsoever, and there it goes, just like that, she misplaced the key. We searched high and low for it but finally went to TheDog and yes he has it. So yeahh, there turns out the jovial side. Hell no, when school ended, Harsh went by herself to the locker room, and both of our phones weren't inside. Simple, isn't it? Someone found her key, opened the locker, stole our phones and dissapear out of curiousity. But what I'm really really confused about, is the climax of the incident. You see, my invited readers, Tsu Ning's phone and purse were in the locker as well, and it wasn't stolen! Instead, Harsh and my phone were missing. But oh, the thing that has really been bothering me is, there's around RM20 inside Tsu's purse and did the idiotic thief look through it? Yes, he or she did, but the most illogical thing happened, the thief never thought of stealing it and in case you're wondering, nope, her phone isn't lost when she's the one that lost the key. Guess, Harsh and I are the innocent victim of this. HOW WILL I EVER SURVIVE?

Hunt down the thief until I found out who the hell is it, and if I did, I'm gonna....umm... murder him or her? Nahh, too cruel. I'm just gonna...! Fine! You wait, evil bastard! >;)

Moan and cry like there's not tomorrow so my parents will feel sorry and ohh yeahh, they'll march out of the house and get me a new phone! *clears throat* Right, dream on, Manda.

Go straight to my beloved Aunty Mel and beg her to get me a phone, for she's the one that has been giving me phones as birthday gifts or some other special occasion. Should I mention that this is an emergency? :O

Ohh, another method! Maybe, I could make a deal with my parents. If I get excellent results for the finals, a new phone as a reward, pretty please? :) *scoffs* Now, thats highly impossible, reality striked me that, Amanda and excellent results do not match together. -.-"

Damn. *sighs*

Cus I love her so,

2009-07-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge.

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2009-07-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hello ♥

Just a short update. Was at Rac's house after school, again. Finally managed to complete our project. Well, actually, our "project" requires us to sing in front of the class. And, our presentation will be counted in our final exams. Kinda fun, isn't it? At least, its unique, better than doing the oh-so normal scrap book, write-and-print kind of thing :) We're forced to sing a malay song, tho. After what seems like years of searching, finally found a suitable song. Wish us all the best :)

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2009-07-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

Yesterday was apparently, freaking awesome :D Was suppose to be at Rachel's house to complete our project, so after school, Tsu Ning and Rac went first cus Harsh and I had to stay back for what else, but gruesome prefects' meeting -__- I must say, we wasted a whole lot of time because we did our so-called project for a few minutes, and then, judging by our behaviour, the next 3 or 4 hours was spent talking, lepaking and doing something very outrageous that I don't think I shall mention here :P Despite the hysterical moments, I was down with a sore throat the next day for the worst reason in history, laughing too much -__- Okayh, will probably be at Harsh's house tomorrow, to continue our project, AGAIN. Hmm, let see if it works or we may have to continue for the third time :O

*edit*

Things had been pretty mundane lately. So is this BLOG! Not much happenings, anyways. Oh wells, I proudly blame the absence of cheer :( Grr!

loves & bites ♥

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2009-07-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hello, guess what?

2 MAHIR WAS ROBBED TODAY!

Well, by a bunch of heartless school kids, I guess :| Anyways, when we came back from recess, all our bags were unzipped so, it was blatant that our class was ransacked and oh, almost half of my classmates money went missing. My gosh, I have to say that whoever it is that robbed our class must be the world's dumbest criminal. Know why? Cus, if they wanna look through our bags, they should definitely use their brains to zip it back! I guess they're just dumb enough to totally forgotten about that and they left us all knowing the incident that we were robbed today. Oh, how-so-dumb criminals -__- Btw, I should totally thank God for being on my side cus I brought RM128.50 to school today to pay for the fees and the money was in my bag, but too bad dumb robbers, cus I paid in the morning! *winks* Or else, you'd be filthy rich by now.

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2009-07-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

Wookayy, second update for today. Anyways, what do you guys think of my new layout? I practically customized my whole damn blog without anyone's help. Seriously, with the troublesome internet connection, I almost attempted suicide with the link list. Oh my, I felt so different when I'm not blogging about cheer anymore :(

CHEER 2009 !

2009-07-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

Cheer 2009, 4th and 5th July, these dates will be jotted down in my very own memory and it shall be kept as permanent for as long as it can takes :) Gosh, even a thousand paragraphs cannot describe what I blatantly feel towards Cheer 09. It had been a awesome, great, fantastic experience to perform for the crowd, judges and of course, my family :) Being able to step on the mat and strut our routine that we've been practicing for months is indeed, truly a blessing. Now I cannot deny that our whole routine was so much better than we expected, in fact, its all polished to perfection. Mag [coach], Miss Saw [teacher advisor] and all of our supporters were shocked that Sparkz really proved everyone wrong, we're not losers anymore, we performed as superb as every other teams. But behind all that scenes, they were very proud of us. Yana, Pei Ern and some other members practically shed tears of joy whilst the rest of us screamed like no one's business. No one will ever know how we feel unless you're a cheerleader and after you found out that after all the exhausting practices, your performance is just worthy enough to pay off everything you've done. Its a magical, inspiring feeling. Right now, although Cheer 09 is officially over, being a cheerleader meets no end to me. Cheer is the one thing I shall never let go, and I'll forever embrace the title as a cheerleader :)

Rac, Tsu, Manda, Harsh, Kye Mun

The voluminous crowd.

Thanks Tsu, for screwing up the picture -__-

Xenia, Joey.

Had to censored my face for those pics ;)
I swear I looked like, God knows what -__-

Joey, the tiniest cheerleader ;)

Oh, I was overjoyed when I finally managed to catch up with my baby,
Sabrina from D*Starz :D

Xie.

Family portrait :)

loves & bites,

THE CHEERLEADING DAYS

2009-07-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

1 MORE DAY.....
In a not so specific form, TOMORROW! *FAINTS*

Okayh, Mag advised us not be nervous, be excited instead. I guess I'm just a lil tiny bit excited but hey get this, I'm not that nervous too. Know what my actual feelings are? SAD. Ohh yeahh, I'm sad because cheer will be over after Sunday. No more practices, no more lepaking session, no more extreme stunts to try. My cheerleader life will be over. And you have no idea how heart-breaking it is for me :( Oh btw, I'm so friggin glad that quite an amount of my classmates are coming to support us :D

Wednesday, 1st July.
Cheer clinic today. It was fun and kinda scary : The judges are definitely alot more stricter and fiercer. We have to perform our whole routine. The other teams were beyond awesome. Guess we're just average.

Thursday, 2nd July.
Today, is the best cheer practice ever. And I mean every word I said. Like Yana's statement, it was indeed, a total miracle day. All 3 flyers could do a perfected twist cradle, Xie's basket toss was just out of this world and we made alot of changes in just a day. Yet, we managed to catch up and the ending pyramid is just great. Miracles don't happen without miracle people :)

*edit*

Heh, skippped school today cus I don't even have the energy to open up my eyes. Practice ended at 9 pm yesterday. Since the school gate will be locked, we headed to the playground beside Al-Safa. I'm beginning to love late night practices. But when I got home, I assume each and every one of us just collapse out of sheer exhaustion. I'll always remember 2nd July as a wonderous memory. Wookayy, I'm off now. Wish Sparkz all the very best during Cheer 2009. We're sure to make our not so-beloved school proud :)

-a cheerleader writes-
:)

Hysterical cheer moments

2009-06-30T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

4 MORE DAYS......
*SHRIEKS!*

Today was indeed, the most adventurous, the creepiest, the beyond awesome cheer day :) In case you guys haven't knew yet, but our so-called "beloved" headmistress would never, ever, not in a million years time, no matter what problems occur, she would never allow us to practice during school hours. Not even in this tiny amount of time, the season where we need all the practice we can get, where time is utterly golden precious, she just doesn't get what it takes to complete one whole perfect cheer routine. I despise people that judge cheerleaders by saying that, cheerleading is nothing but a piece of cake, especially those type of people who do not understand what it feels like to be in our position. And such coincidentally, our headmistress happens to be in that category. No matter how much Sheryll pursuit her to let us practice, her one and only answer is, "Tak boleh. Belajar dulu." And so, if she's still reluctant about it, we decided to take matters into our own hands. We practiced secretly. Without her permission, without anyone's knowledge. It went well in the morning. But after recess, the discipline teacher and the assintant principal was walking round the school compound. It definitely took our breathe away. Each time we heard footsteps approaching, everyone ran and hid behind the field. To avoid looking suspicious, a few of the cheer members, including me, hid our bags under the stairs. So it was kinda okayh, but then, a few guys started ransacking our bags. If Tsu Ning hadn't notice earlier, all our belongings would be stolen. We told them off but, too bad, Pei Ern's money was gone. Overall, although what we did was wrong and considering the fact that I'm also a friggin prefect, I might get fired anytime but heh, I enjoyed it :) Felt like a professional criminal crawling and hiding all over the school :) Okayh, don't get the wrong idea, I do not wish to be a criminal -__-

*edit*

Oh btw, Dad managed to get the premiere tickets of Ice Age 3. Hell yeahh, its friggin awesome and hilarious. A definitely worth watching movie :)

-a cheerleader writes-
:)

My world revolves around nothing but cheer

2009-06-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

7 MORE DAYS.......
Can this get less scarier? :O

I trade sweat for strength, I trade doubt for belief, I trade fear for spirit, but I trade nothing for cheerleading :)

-

There are probably a million things more important than cheerleading, but I can't think of one...

-

The time has come once again
To show what we can do
To work together as a team
Not just one or two.
Together we can do anything our hearts desire.
You know we have done it even though we are tired.
So let's look to one another for comfort and cheer
Let's lean on each other as we cry our tears.
Because together we have a goal that we have all set
And that's to be the best team the judges have seen yet.
So let's go out on that floor as a winning team
Let's do what we do best and make that crowd scream.
Because together we can do it.
Together we can.
Together we can be the best team in the land.

Come on crowd, let's hear you cheer your lungs out

2009-06-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

8 MORE DAYS...........

Hello earthlings :)

Heh, practice today was rather exhausting but fantastically fun :) I have a confession to make, I really love being a flyer, but I'd love it more if I was a base :) Spent almost half the practice basing Joey. It was great.

*edit*

Damn it, there's school tomorrow. Normally, schooling during weekends doesn't make any sense to me, and typically, its a big, hell no! So yup, you guessed it right, I'm so gonna skip school tomorrow! :D Oh and, R.I.P, Michael Jackson.

loves & bites ;

my lifetime passion; CHEERLEADING

2009-06-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

9 MORE DAYS.....

Since cheer practice is canceled today, I found some spare time to blog :) And you may ask, blog about what? But I assume you already knew the answer, yes, cheer ♥ Alright, according to the title, cheerleading indeed, is my lifetime passion :) Now before I go any further, I clearly understand that some of you is not interested in cheer, so this post is just probably gonna bore you to death, feel free to leave ;) Kayy, moving on, I didn't know that I was so into cheer until some of my friends pointed it out to me. Statements and conversations like ;

"Gosh, you're is sooo into cheer."
"I think you're consuming drug, Manda. But the drug is cheer. You're like friggin addicted."
"You know what? I think cheer is like your lifetime passion."
"Is there anything else in your mind? Other than cheer?"

See? It proves. And no, I did not make those sentences out. My friends and cousins had been telling me that alot. Now, I really cannot deny my love, eagerness and of cus, passion for cheer. In fact, I never ever wanna be out in the cheer world. I wanna be in the cheer team every single year and as for my career, yes, it has to involve cheer :D Oh btw, I've just gone through my previous post, and I'm sure you realise that most of the post contain the word "cheer" in it and umm, the title of the posts. Mostly about cheer, no? Okayh, maybe I've gone too far, I promise, when the competition is over, I'm not gonna bring up, the topic, cheer again. Wtf? Did I just say that? Gosh, how can I survive, then? Kayy, I take back my words. I'll just talk less. Cheer is never over to me :)

Cheer 2009, its getting closer!

2009-06-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

10 MORE DAYS.....
*gulps*

Hello loves ♥

I'm nervous. Incredibly nervous. 10 more days feels like 10 seconds :| Oh wells, glancing on the bright side, at least, we had all our routine done. Although, stunts and some moves were kinda messy, the others are actually not bad :D Oh and flashing news! Our cheer outfit finally arrived last Saturday. A couple of us put it on, including me, and my gosh, it's superbly tight-fitting. Trust me, other than the competition day, I vowed never to wear it again :0 We nearly taken up an hour just to adjust the outfit in perfect position, and plus, did I mention how we sweat insanely? But anyways, it feels like a dream come true to finally feel like a cheerleader :)

*edit*

Oh btw, remember how I declare that I absolutely adore true stories? Especially the ones about abusive tales. Stories like that inspires me alot and not forgetting, it also deepens my sensitivity. Since some people told me that I'm an absolute complete emo without any "sad feelings for others" in my soul -__- Oh wells, at least, I love true stories more than anyone else when some of my friends just announced it as plain boring. Okayh, I managed to get myself another one! That means I have 6 in my collection :)

*edit*

Sunday, 21/6
Happy Father's Day, daddy! :) Chilled out at Tropicana City Mall the entire day, managed to catch a couple of movies. Went to Aunty Ann's house for dinner, tho. Gosh, the meal was simply splendid. Garlic toast and salad with bacon and turkey ham for appetizers, macaroni lasagna tuna, spicy sauce spaghetti and bolognaise spaghetti as main course and for end treat, commonly known as dessert, its bread pudding with San Fransico mango flavoured ice-cream. The reason I'm telling you all this is cus, those are home-cooked meals and yet, all the ingredients she used just to prepare all those meal cost about RM 400 ++. Might as well eat at a fancy restaurant -__-

Wookayy, till then, I'm off :)

the cheer countdown!

2009-06-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

CHEER 2009
IS JUST
15 DAYS AWAY!!!!

TWO WEEKS
AND A DAY
BEFORE
THE BIG MOMENT
ARRIVES :)

COME, KAYY! :D
SPARKZ
WILL BE THERE
TO BRING
YOU DOWN!!!

-a cheerleader writes-
:)

*

2009-06-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hey there :)

School has been great, certainly had dozens of gossips to share with the girlfriends :) Results, as I expected, will be handed out. I did not raise my hopes too high for I know that I'm not one of the scatterbrains in class. So far, it has just reached my satisfactory point but there's this friggin subject that makes me explode, in other words, not satisfied at all or in a more straight-forward situation, "Why is Manda so dumb? Why can't she get just a tiny lil bit smarter?" Yes, I seriously awfully feel like murdering myself after I discovered that I got a 83% for ENGLISH!*clears throat* I repeat, ENGLISH! 83% FOR ENGLISH! *slaps forehead* Omg, I got quite low for Maths and I wasn't very sad nor burning inside but an A2 for English is beyond horrendous. Besides, swallowing up the fact that my friends wrote a 3 paragraph essay while I wrote a 6 paragraph essay, I learned my lesson to not write that long and to just dump away the ideas that have been popping out in my mind. If I don't get 90% or above for the next term, strangling Ann-Marie would be next.... *evil laughs*

*

2009-06-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO LOVES ♥

WOOOOTTTTT!!! :D

*scream my lungs out*

*laughs hysterically*

*wide smiles*

*jumps up and down*

Haha, sorry about that, lets start again,

Hello loves :)

Okayh, will try to keep the excitement to myself. Anyways, just something GREAT to share with you guys :) Guess what? ;)

*shuts up*

*giggles*

NOTHING......!! :)

Okayh, there is specifically something but trust me, I'll explode if I blog it out :) There's probably gonna be lots of exclamation marks, smiley emoticons, large letters, hence, making this post longer than ever when it can actually just be two lines, so I decided not too :)

loves & bites;

*

2009-06-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings :)

Whoa, its a Saturday already? Just one more day of relaxation and enjoyment before the dark, miserable days of school starts *groans* Okayh, forget the so-called relaxation and enjoyment part, I must admit, this two weeks of suppose to be awesome school holiday makes no difference than working my ass off in school, in fact, it was more dreadly and exhausting. I mean, picture yourself being in school for 7 hours every single day, you seriously get use to the idea of school being your second home. I know, worst nightmare, but what scares me obnoxiously is the exams *coughs* RESULTS. *faints* OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. Yes, I've been muttering that to myself for as long as I can recall. Wookayy, for the sake of the very last day to actually REST, no cheer practice, no activities, no disturbance from my alarm clock, and before school starts, I shall sleep like I haven't slept in a million years for the whole afternoon or maybe evening, tomorrow and get the ugly thoughts of RESULTS *shivers* outta my mind :D Ohh yeahh, sounds like a beyond good plan :)

*edit*

Oh btw, cheer practice have been getting wackier and crazier and more out of this world nowadays. Dirty-dancing on Wednesday, spinning with your eyes closed on Thursday, water balloon fight on Friday, ohh yeahh, I especially love the Friday plan ;) What next? Bungee jumping from the school rooftop? Ohh, I wouldn't be surprise. Unfortunately, nothing wacky came up today cus the Star photographer came for our photo shooting, oh wells, good impression matters after all. Ohh and, we managed to get a glimpse of our costume! It's gorgeous. We're seriously friggin excited to put it on :D

*edit*

Ohh yeahh, one more thing, to my two senior friends, my deepest condolences to you guys. It must be a horrifically hard time you have to face and I know, its the darkest moments you have to live with but, put this in mind, you have friends and God by your side.

loves & bites;

traumatize : /

2009-06-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

Okayh, just some daily updates about cheer. During cheer practice yesterday, we sorta calculated the amount we need for our props, banners, ribbons and stuffs. Anyhow, we found out that the profit we made during the sports day jumble sale is totally not enough, so, I don't know who came out with this idea to play the guitar and sing in public to raise funds. Okayh, I know Jeja, Sabrina and loadsa them are awesome singers, but still, don't have to actually sing :| Based on my observation, they would not relinquish so easily on whatever they plan out and yeahh, it was Desa Park City they choose to perform and just to show extra support, my mom was their transporter. At first, Jeja started singing beside the lake, quite an amount of people actually looked but none of them bother to so-called donate any money. After a few songs, we reluctantly gave up and just hang out instead. Overall, yesterday was fun, tho there were some embarassing moments but we definitely spent some quality time together, and that's all that matters, no?

*edit*

Practice today started out great. I can finally balance up my locking system on extension liberty and oh, Yana's back from Penang today! :D I must say, after lunch practice was worthless, cus we barely practiced anything cus everyone was dirty-dancing. Yes I know, sick but truthfully telling, I think it was great and would hopefully try one out myself when I'm older ;) Okayh, please don't give me that disgusted look. Yana sorta dragged me into it but I hesitated, oh yeahh :) Anyways, when everyone finally drop down to their senses and stopped being high, we did stunts and guess what? My very first serious injury in cheer. I mean not to say serious but wouldn't describe it as minor as well. My right arm is hurting right now and I'm really clueless of what's the main cause of it, it could be twisted or broken or maybe the muscles got sprained or uhh, maybe the veins couldn't function properly, I don't know cus it went paralysed for a few minutes. But I assume it would recover sooner or later cus I remember spraining my elbow and wrist once. It did hurt for a couple of days but later on, its all back to normal. Oh wells, blow me kisses on this one :)

*

2009-06-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

8/5
As usual, dining at Tenji makes you feel like in a food heaven~~ Wookayy, not much to crap about, will just update the pictos.

Entrance of Solaris

I just love the cozy atmosphere of Tenji :)

Brandon, Matthew, Travis

God knows what they're trying to do -__-

Ashley sayang! :)

Oh btw, my apologies for not snapping any pictures of the food, was to busy gobbling down everything on my plate :)

*

2009-06-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

We tried out extension liberty today :D Considering the fact that only my stunt group members were here, all eyes were on me today since I'm the only flyer doing stunts. Anyways, back to where I was, extension liberty is HARD. I mean, like what Neesa said, I tried my best to convince myself that its an elevator level, but, the level of height rises was unbearable. But after a few attempts, we did it, tho, it wasn't very neat, oh wells, still have the time to brush it up :)

*edit*

Back to Solaris the next Monday! Ohh yeahh! :) Guess where we're dining at this time?

The best Japanese buffet :D Again!

Movies, the pure cure ♥

2009-06-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I'm blogging this -__- Oh wells, I just can't keep my fingers off the keyboard *shrugs* Anyways, other than cheer, I also spend my holidays by like, [duh] movies :) So far, I've watched 2 movies in a week and I expect more to come since there are so many movies being release now.

MONSTERS VS ALIENS

I don't know what to say about this movie, its like childish?
Ohkayy, maybe for my age, it is, but we went for the 3D version,
and its not even thrilling! No heart-stopping moments or
eerie sound effects and eventho you're wearing the 3D glasses,
you barely see any characters popping out of the screen.
For kids, they'd find it interesting but for teens,
I suggest you, to not waste your money.

Oh btw, Bob is seriously the cutest, most adorable creature
I've ever seen in the movie industry :) He's so stretchable and
slimey and I don't know, makes you love him :D

17 AGAIN

This movie acted by Zac Efron is kinda interesting :)
There are loadsa hilarious, laughing moments scenes,
definitely worth giving it a go.

I can't wait to watch Night At The Museum 2 :D And oh, can't wait for Harry Potter to be release, not forgetting Drag Me To Hell as well :) Harsh and I plan to watch it together and of cus, Ann-Marie dissaproves it, considering she's the religious type. *laughs*

suffocating like no other.... ♥

2009-06-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

I. AM. EXTREMELY. TERRIFICALLY. HORRIBLY. INCREDIBLY. SERIOUSLY. SUPERBLY. TOTALLY. FRIGGIN. EXHAUSTED. T__T

Oh gosh, this is not the type of vacation holiday I had in mind -__- This is even worse than school! We've been having cheer practice for 7 hours a day. Not kidding. And every single damn day, I have to get up at 8 am. Which is hard and not forgetting, suffering. After days of this daily routine, getting up at 8, reaching home at 5, I'm definitely, entirely, WORN OUT.

*edit*

Okayh, lets put that exhausting mood aside :D Now, just a little something great about cheer :) Forget the waking up problems, lets move on to our improving progress of stunts :D Today was awesome :D Its basically, my very first time for doing a basket toss and as usual, like every other beginners luck, the first few couple of tosses makes you go, "What the hell is that?" But then....maybe around the 4th or 5th toss, as I was about to jump into the air, I was determine to achieve a high toss for the team. Soooo, when I leapt into the air, I seriously felt nothing. I don't even feel myself flying, but as soon as my bases caught me, everyone was cheering and screaming and Jeja went and hugged me, so I was just figuring out to myself, "Was it high?" and Tsu Ning went and shrieked, "Its so damn high!" Oh gosh, its like a hilarious, fatuous type of joke. I mean, I never considered myself as a good flyer. Never. Basket toss is one of the hardest stunt and I did it high? *sarcastic laughs* Imposibble. But somehow, its converted into reality and I'm kinda in a trauma state right now ;)

Just an example of what is it like ;)

PS: Its the 4th of June today, Cheer 2009 is on the 4th of July, so yeahh, just one more month?! *shrieks* :O

Wookayy, till then, more cheer to come, dozing off time are way over :'(

loves & bites

The Book List ♥

2009-05-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

Recently, the last two previous Sunday, my mom took me to a books warehouse sale. And trust me, I think its more down a sale. The prices have been cut down like CRAZY! Know how CRAZY it is? Maybe an example, there's this book that is uhh, around RM 80 and in that friggin sale, they only sold it for RM 5. Seeeee?? Basically, I go high on that day *giggles* Anyways, we bought 10 books just for RM 72. It really is worth it. Never in my life I bought so much books in one day! Gosh, now that exams are over and the holidays are here, I'm on cloud nine~~~ Whee!! :D Most of the books I bought are true stories. And to SOME people, [*clears throat* You know who you are] You're most welcome to call me a nerd or a psycho freak for building up an interest toward true stories about people in this world suffering and dying and being abused, its not that I have fun reading about it, its just that, its very inspiring, okayh? *tears* Wookayy, that was dramatic -__- Here's just the pics of my ever so awesome books I bought :D You may leave if you find yourself dying of boredom about this post. I clearly understand that some people just have some kind of "hatred" thing towards books. [Sheesh, HOW COULD THEY?!?]

This is the ONLY fiction book
that I bought. The rest are true stories :)

*edit*

Cheer practice is on tomorrow! :D Alright, I don't really know whether I'm in a triumphant mood or not. First thing, the thought of getting up early in the morning on a Saturday spoils my entire day. I know, its been months practice in the morning has been going on but I don't know *shrugs* Maybe I'm still in my dozing off mood ;) On the ever bright side, lepaking session is on! Ohh yeahh! :D

*Ohkayy, ohkayy, I'm crapping -__-*

For Love, Life & Chocolates ♥

2009-05-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

As I said, I'll blog about stuffs bit by bit and this post is the first bit of it :) Anyways, you guys remember about my last two previous post? The one I said about going to Schokolart, Solaris? Yeahh, its actually an imported chocolate shop but they also serve cocktails, steaks and the most spectacular dish, dark chocolate satay :) The whole point of going there is to celebrate my cousin, Michelle's, birthday :D The atmosphere there is very classy and romantic, a perfect place for couples ;) Ohkayh, shall post up the pics now, I'm sure it'd make you drool!

The theme of Schokolart

Camwhore moments

The birthday girl! :)

Mouth-watering section :D

The birthday cake

Uhh, some kind of hazelnut drink, not bad tho

Hot chocolate is always the best ;)

Ohh yeahh, here's the satay grilled with
dark chocolate. I love it :)

This dish is called the roesti but its actually
some sorta potato :D

What's a chocolate shop without the
chocolate fountain? :D

I wish I could try everything in the pics below :(

Oh, we ordered this :D If I'm not mistaken,
its strawberry mousse and the lips is delicious :D

The moon was beautiful that night. Gosh, check out the view.

PS: Thanks Dad for getting a new camera! Its like 1oox better than the old one :D

-manda L-

a taste of relaxation

2009-05-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hello little bloggie :)
And of course, all my invited readers ♥

My apologies for the lack of updates for at least, two weeks or so? And surely you all know what is it that prevents me from being online, its the ever so torturous, tiring, makes you brain explodes if you study too much, nothing but a pain in the ass, exams! Yes that. But gratefully, its over now and the ever so awesome two weeks holiday is almost here! *rejoices* And oh, I can finally turn my entire focus on cheer :D Cheer had been off for two weeks because of, sorry, I have to repeat it again, exams. Guess we have alot to buckle up. The competition is just in a tiny month time! *shrieks* Wookayy, moving on. School was fine today. The papers were okayh, except for Sejarah. There were some VERY VERY UNREASONABLE questions in it and the majority of the questions, I was friggin hell, clueless. No thanks to the blurest teacher in our school which also happens to be our class Sejarah teacher, unfortunately and also the one that set the paper. He's such a troublemaker, giving all sorts of wrong information and putting my whole class at risk for being at the edge of failing Sejarah. Which, I hope not. Okayh, shall get that outta my mind. Hmm, what else? Actually, I have so much to blog about but I don't think those pictures and my daily crappy rambles are gonna fit in this post so just stay tuned and I'll blog about stuffs bit by bit :) Till then, loves and bites ♥, manda L :)

a bite with the cheermates :)

2009-05-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

♥

Gee, today was fun :D But quite exhausting due to the hours we spent doing stunts. Anyhow, after cheer prac today, about uhh, 6 of us [ Jeja, Tsu Ning, Aishah, Xenia & Joey] had lunch together. It was Pizza Hut that we decided and gosh, its was really hilarious especially when we lied about Joey's birthday and hell yeahh, we managed to get a free birthday pizza ice-cream! *evil laughs* Ohh, and when the part where Jeja tried the so-called cheese mixed with pepsi :D Wookayy, you don't what I'm talking about, right? Oh wells, just the usuals crapping to myself ;) Walked to Padang Margosa after that, and yeahh, stunts, stunts and more stunts. Hmm, 9th May, ohh yeahh, its was great ;)

*edit*

Will be heading to Solaris again, tonight. Whee!! Don't know why, but that seems to be like my family favourite chilling spot. Although its far, but who cares, I like it there :) Its Schokolart we're dining at, *ehem* yes I know, a really really weird name and for your information, I've tried a million times to pronounce it right -__- But do you know whats the speciality there? Let me give you a hint, ever heard of chocolate satay? *winks*

*edit*

HUGE, HUGE, GREAT NEWS! Sya's moving back to Malaysia! *wide smiles* But, she'll be living her life at Ipoh instead of KL, ohkayy, ohkayy, be grateful, its still awesome! ;D

loves & bites
:)

sports day :)

2009-05-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

Without guessing or doubting, you all knew I'm probably gonna blog about my school's sports day. Oh, before that, just for your concern, I've viewed all my school mates blog, and yes, a post about sports day has been updated in each of their own blogs. So yeahh, I'm gonna summarize the whole thing, no big deal, anyways. Cheer performance was okayh? Right, just okayh :) The jumble sale we organized was awesome! Must admit that the foods we sold was quite delectable :D What else? Wookayy, that's it, told ya' its gonna be short ;) Oh wells, I'm finally burying myself into studies, have to neglect cheer for a while :| *damn! why I'm I always always speechless?*

love & bites
♥

One In A Million ♥

2009-05-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Oh, hey there :)

I haven't blog for a long time, no? Hee, blame my daily ever so busy schedule :) Oh gosh, that was lame. Anyhow, let's move on, so, um, how the hell do I start this? Wookayy, I'm sure you peeps knows the Malaysian singing reality show, One In A Million and oh, hell yeahh, I was at the grand final at Stadium Melawati yesterday night. Got the tickets from Harsh and I followed her family there. It was okayh, I guess, probally almost the same as watching it on tv. My hopes were really crushed when Aweera didn't won :( Yes, I know, Tomok's an insipring singer and he deserves to win but for me, Aweera's the one that should win *winks* But apart from that, thankfully Esther did not win :D Nahh, she's just too ordinary and did you see the way she dresses? Totally obtrude -__- Hmm, my apologies if I condemn too much but, gosh, just feel like typing away ;) Kayy, shall post up the pics now.

It was blur in the car.

Better?

Just some shots of the stage ; And finally, I shall end it with 8 tv's baby :)

Aww, so adorable *swoons*

*edit*

School's okyah. Cheer's okayh. What else? Oh right, the thought of exam that's just two darn weeks away is really giving me the shivers. And ever so 'incredible', Manda hasn't even dig up her books yet. *appaulses* Oh craps, I'm like on a weight scale, balancing on cheer pracs and of cus, academics. It's a really tensed feeling, so uncool especially when I realised both things are equally obligatory *groans* Wookayy, I'm off. Shall be heading to one of my cousins' house warming party tonight. They are awesome-ly wealthy, their new house, whoops, I mean mansion even has a swimming pool in the garden :D

loves & bites ;
Manda L.

another round of hard times

2009-04-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

Oh, hello :) Things has not been going on smoothly. Everything seems to be falling apart, so screwed up : I'd told myself, I love it when hard times or so called problems occurs. Yes, call me a psycho freak or whatsoever but I love the thrill of going through all of it and knowing the fact that I'm hardcore enough to make it over. Observing how fast 2008 passed in a short blink, and how I lived last year as an insolent, attention-seeker kind of person, I wanna live my life to the fullest for this year, for instance, maybe I could arm wrestle with a tiger or maybe jump into the ocean from a high cliff? Ohkayy, kidding, somehow and somewhat, those are possibly impossible. I try not to take things for granted like how I always used to. I tried my best to appreciate all those memories, swallowing up every second like it was my last one but everything, everyone seems to just go before I could even widen up my eyes. How I dearly wish, I could release all those memories and make them come back to me and how, I could repeat them again and again :) But yes, back in the reality world, I could only repeat them in my head. Memories stays as the way it is, its never ever gonna come back. And its hurtful. Very. Oh and, I keep a low profile, if you know what I mean ;)

I miss them.
I miss you.

xo's; ♥

♥

2009-04-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

Wow, its been a week since dad's birthday and today, I have to make another birthday wish again :)

TO THE MOST ANNOYING SISTER EVER LIVED;
HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY ;)

Kayy, kidding. Don't be mad ;P

Alright, now that everyone in my family birthday has passed, I won't be wishing anyone for a moment or so. Well, corrections about the first sentence, everyone in my family except for me, I'm left out till December :(

*edit*

Anyhow, we tried show extension during cheer prac, its something I would say extremely fun :D Oh btw, I went back to my old primary school cus it was their Sports Day, hell, the environment is definitely way prettier :) Ahh, wish I was student back there :)

-__-

2009-04-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hello loves

:)

Life's been getting pretty hectic and exhausting :( Well, not avoiding the fact that it's also pretty dull and boring. *sighs* Finally found some spare time to blog. Lets just move on to my daily crappy rambles.

School; Hmm, more laughing moments are going on but it gives me the shivers when some teachers kept reminding us that exam is coming, like real soon? :|

Cheer; Great. I won't type long, or I can never stop :)

Emotions; I've been feeling like a total freaky person lately. I mean, its like, I'm not triumphant, not gloomy or sad, either. I don't have anything in my mind, no one I'm thinking of, no things I'm worried about. And its becoming quite blatant as well but not very parsimonious, I would say.

Oh my gosh, what is wrong with me? That was very crappy, no? Sorry, not in the mood. Again. I need something or someone to at least brighten up my life or make things seem much more exciting, something I can look forward too. Kayy, I'm making myself stop. Can't stand the crappy-ness.

Oh btw, here's something I think its worth blogging about :)
I MET MY BABY SAYANG SABRINA HO AND JOCELYN, during Easter! Boy, I miss them :) Alright, I'm off.

Losing my grip over you ♥

2009-04-11T00:13:00.000+08:00

GET THE MESSAGE, BASTARD?
SURE YOU DO :)
I'M NOT YOUR PRECIOUS PRINCESS ANYMORE :D

*edit*

Haha, sorry about that. Anyhow, a birthday is up today! In fact, its a birthday of a very special someone that has done so much for our family :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

LOVE YOU ALOOTTT!!! :D

*edit*

Ohkayys, I skipped cheer prac cus it was a Good Friday, I decided to follow my own insticnts and headed over to CF. Somehow, I regretted. CF seems so much more gloomier without all those lively playful members brightening up the whole atmosphere. Everyone's busy with their own stuffs :| And...what was I about to say? Nevermind, wasn't even bothering to blog. *sighs*

If you would just drop by,
And say a simple greeting,
Perhaps I'd be feeling better now,
Mr Ignorant.

Tenji Japanese Gourmet

2009-04-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

I know, its a little too late for me to post this up but I feel like the pictures will be a whole lot of waste if I don't, so here I am, writing a post about my dining experience that happened last month. Anyways, we were back in Solaris during the March holidays and we ate at a beyond awesome Japanese buffet. Oh wells, will let the pictures do the crapping and I highly recommend you guys to give a try over there :D

Sorry if the pictures are unsorted. Too malas.

*edit*

So uhh, that was last month. Lets start rambling about today. But oh, just giving you peeps a warning, I'm a cheer freak now. Its like I can't live without talking about it eventho just for a minute. Basically, its my drug now, superbly addicted!! *laughs* Oh wells, eventually, after school, rushed home to have lunch and then dad sent me to Yana's house, we lepaked while waiting for other members to arrive. Lepas tu, when almost all is here, walked to the Jalan Ara playground and oh, I must say, its seriously so damn spacious but loadsa bugs crawling around :| And here goes another day of over dreadly exhausting cheer practice, well, not dreadly cus I'm in love with cheer and it really is fun but definitely tiring. Was practicing stunts the whole time, tho I'm not a base but I can feel my energy drifting away, *sighs* I pity Jelissa and Nasha ;) Before we left, did a lil discussion. Well, Yana does discussion for almost all the cheer prac and that's what I simply adore about the team. Can't recall Cyclonez doing it. Most of my friends really dissaproves me of joining Sparkz, considering being in Cyclonez last year, kinda felt a sense of betrayal entering me but since the members of Cyclonez are mostly newbies, none of them really know me except for Sheryll and yes, I asked her, she was sad that I didn't join her team this year but she supports me in Sparkz and I don't even have to say a word, she knows I'm happier right there. Oh gosh, so friggin sweet! And I'm sorry, honey. Really am.

back to cheer?

2009-04-04T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings ♥

Omg, what was I thinking? My decision is just so unbelievable. Yes, I've decided and tho some of my friends got shocked but what matters most is that I'm superbly happy with what I've choose and it did not let me down. Ohkayys, get to the point, shall we? But first, let me answer my own title, yes, I'm back to cheer :D Woot! As you all would have known, my school has 2 cheer teams. Sparkz and Cyclonez. I'm an ex-flyer of Cyclonez before I quited last year but this year, I joined back but no, I'm now in Sparkz. Don't freak out! Just so you know, Sparkz was really lousy. In more polite words, they didn't perform so well during Cheer '08. That is because they got a really lousy captain and she didn't make the team practice so hard. This year, with Yana as the captain, she's great and really strict, I must say, Sparkz improved alot and its not just me imagining things, quite an amount of cheer mates from Cyclonez think like that too. And plus, Tsu Ning, Sabr, Ame, Liya, Neesa, Yana, they are all my friends what could be more exciting than practicing cheer with them? If you have your friends and yourself being so passionate and eager about cheer, its just a great great thing :) I have confidence in Sparkz this year and its 3 months to the competition,we're practicing for about 3 to 4 hours, 4 days a week :) And, I love it :) Will try my very very best to be a so-called good cheerleader :)

manda L.

laughters as conversation ♥

2009-03-30T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

CHECK OUT THE PICTURE ABOVE!! Haha, you probably guessed it right, yup, I made it :) About midnight, my fever subsided so I was able to go the next day. So erhh, about 4 something, we met up at Royale Bintang and lepak at the lobby for a while before we headed to Curve. First thing we did was......

*sighs*

Damn it, I seriously don't know how to describe our outing :| In other words, totally clueless. Let me just make a whole long conclusion of it :D 28 MARCH '09 IS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS IN MY LIFE. I mean, basically, we actually laughed more than we talked. Not kidding, we were giggling at the most random stuffs ever :D. It goes like this, we entered a shop or a boutique and then for absolutely no reason at all, we'll start laughing and instead of looking at the stuffs in the shop, we spent our time there laughing hysterically. And oh, almost every passers-by was staring at us like we're some kind of creature -__- Like in Popular, we were paying for a scissors and then we giggled non-stop, I don't know why and the cashier was kinda pissed off ;) And thenn, in Brands Outlet, we were laughing so much that I actually had to turn around to avoid looking at dumbo Sya's face. :D Anyways, another highlight of the day was that we were boys-hunting, ohkayy, I mean stalking guys ;D Don't give me that disgusted look, didn't I tell you that we're facing mental probs? Haha, I'm still smiling to myself as I did a lil flashback. So yeahh, we were in MPH when we saw this singer from the band O.A.G so I decided to follow them just for fun and then Sya asked me not to stalk them, I think she said a lil too loud cus they looked behind :O And thenn, there's this cute dude and we decided to stalk him this time but he looked behind so we're pretending to look at some kiddies books -__- Mostly all the guys we stalked look behind. I think we're making it blatant. Ohkayys, shall type no more. Just to say, we hung out until 10 and 28 March is the day I'll cherish alot :D Pictos time..

*smiles!*

Sya looks deformed, HAHA!!! :D

dining at Thai Express

Manda's bites. Since I was a lil sick, I go for something that's not so oily.

Sya's extra extra extra spicy noodles. [it has 4 chili symbol on the menu] It tastes normal tho.

This is the way Syarina holds chopstick. Friggin low! :P

Gay! :D

camwhore moments

The girlfriend that will be admitted to a psychology hosp very soon ;)

Oh, and Brands Outlet was having a sale. And as you all know, slogan t-shirts are in a great trend right now. So yeahh, there's a whole row of slogan tees only for RM19.90. Cheap, kan? We decided to buy one each. Took a long time choosing cus they're all so pretttyy :) Sya's

Mine. Mom says I sound so playgirl-ish if I wear it. xP

Before I end this post, just wanna ask you something. How did your Earth Hour went on, people? I dare myself to admit that I didn't really contribute much in it cus I wasn't home. But....we were eating halfway in Thai Express when the lights in the restaurant were turned off except for the kitchen lights. And when we entered Royale Bintang, the lobby was filled with darkness. Pretty cool, I guess :)

showered with love from;
manda L.

oh, silly fate :O

2009-03-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL.

Why does all this seem so unbelievable? :| Oh wells, technically, not in the mood for blogging so just gonna type out some few craps. Now, in case all you loyal invited readers haven't knew yet, I'm telling you now :) My dearest beloved bestie, Sya has flew to Malaysia :D Wheee'!! We're gonna meet up at the Curve tomorrow and you know lah kan, didn't see her for a year, we're both damn excited for tomorrow ;) Now, doesn't all this seems perfect? NO. First thing, none of my bitches can make it :( Secondly.... I'M SICK!! Yes, indeed, why do I have to get sick TODAY when TOMORROW'S the outing D: And sooo, if I have not recover, I'm not even able to get outta my house. *cries* Why, oh why? There's always always challenges blocking our way each time we'll do something together :| I remembered, one time when we hadn't chatted for weeks? Or a month? Thennn, I was online one fine day and so was she. But oh, guess what? Internet connection is facing some problems. So yeahh, we didn't chat. Can I scream? Please?

*ARRGGHHHHHH*

Yess, that's much better :) Pleaseeee God, let me recover tonight!!! :|

*edit*

CF was ohkayy today. Have to accept the fact that its getting more and more boring :( Oh, and "thank you" Stephanie for conducting that oh-so embarassing game -__- It was Joshua's first time, doing praise and worship. He's not bad, I guessed. Had a great great time talking with Sheryll and oh, I LOVE YOUR iPHONE!! Man, I'm jealous. Didn't you just realised how crappy that was? Very. I'm making myself stop. Shall see what my fate holds for me tomorrow. Nite.

xo's

manda L.

birthday wishes :)

2009-03-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

First of all,

23 March 'o9

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY TO MY

DARLING SABRINA TAN!!

I've watched this cute lil cousin of mine grow up. And yeahh, she's 7 now :) Her cute and bubbly attitude makes us love her and oh, she's a friggin good artist man :D She won several awards and being a 7 year old, she's mature and equally beautiful :)

24 March '09

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BEN !!!

AKA BRO :D

Haha, you're 17 now. Woot! :D Anyways, he's my oh-so called childish brother :) Tho I have another younger sister, and everyone expects us to be superb close but..hell, no! We're not that, in fact, I'm way closer to this lame bro :) On some sleepless nights, we'll stay awake together talking about school stuffs and some random stuffs, and oh, we backstab 'TheDog' together as well because we both equally hate him :) I think he dresses very uncool so I always wanted to be his "stylist" but he never listens to me. Duh, which bro listens to their lil sister? :D Overall, all the best in life, yeahh? :)

26 March '09 [today]

HAPPY 14TH BITHDAY TO
THEAN TSU NING!!

Forgive me, I don't have any pictures taken with her :| Anyways, she's a newbie in our school and I've known her for at least 2 months? Tho our friendship is not even long, but we've become really really close for these 2 months. She's in cheer now due to my influence, haha, thank me! ;P And oh, she loves Danny Gokey but I dislike him so she hates me for that ;) Sooo, happy 14th bday, loveee :D Will try my best to get you a gift :)

xo's

manda L

kiddies?

2009-03-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings ♥

Man, I'm totally exhausted. Seems like I'm back to my childhood life again :D Anyways, just came back from Tropicana City, dine at Santini with mom's family. Oh gosh, the food's there is good, I tell you. Oh craps, seems like tonight's the last night we all will see Uncle Adrian, he's moving to other country to continue his career :( Hmm, oh yeahh, back to the title, wanna know a secret? ;) Teens can be extremely childish at times :P Which means just now, my cousins aged between 14-17 were playing BALLOONS!! I know, laugh out loud, but heyy, its kinda fun tau? Bringing back your childhood memories is a great thing :D Even my mom and my aunty took a photograph of us -__-

*edit*

WHAT THE HELL???? Omg, its midnight now, means its Saturday already?! Oh whoa, seriously, one week just passed like that? *sobs* Holidays are about to end and here comes school again *pukes* Results are coming out :'( Sheesh, don't feel like stepping into school again, not at all. Oh and to all my loyal invited readers, I'm sorry if this blog makes you bored, I just feel like I wanna update something but there's nothing to say, so I ended up crapping. Ohkayy, bye loves ♥

xo's

manda L.

my gfs, my loves ♥

2009-03-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hello loves ♥

Actually, I typed a really really long post about our outing but damn, something is wrong with the font. The writing so damn friggin small : So anyways, lets just make a short conclusion of it; ITS SERIOUSLY SO DAMN SUPERBLY FUN!! :D We were basically laughing our asses off throughout the whole outing. Watched Role Models and it was not bad, I guessed. The bitches that were there was Harsh, Sarah, Rachel and Danielle :) Oh and I shall call it a coincidence cus Danielle and Rac wore white, Harsh, Sarah and I wore black. Funny, kan? And no, we did not plan any dress code or whatsoever. So yeahh, its like the white-teys and the black-ist, heyy, I know what some of you are thinking, we're not racist, kayy! *winks* Alright, shall stop myself from crapping, pictos time...Beforeee that, to Danielle; we had loadsa fun, kan? I look forward to hang out with you again :) Wheee'!!:D

In the car :)

Whiteys!

Blackist!

Danielle ♥

at Kluang Station,

Oh, I decided to take a pic of these 3 braces bitches! :)

NOOB -__-

Busy cutting those pics :)

Sarah, my bitch ♥

I ♥ Pretty!!

Camwhore madness :D

Chiling at Lecha-Lecha ♥

Yummy treats ♥

I ♥ them...:)

Dreamworld pictos

Oh that's Pretty being to shy -__-

And finally, a captured moment of my bitches ♥

xo's

manda L

TAGGED!

2009-03-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What day is it?
Wednesday.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a million bucks just for SHOPPING!! :D

3. Have you ever thought of committing suicide?
Hell, no.

4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?
Erh, I dunno. Never even thought about it.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Who knows.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone :)

7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up in the morning?
To know that food's waiting for you :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on tho its not easy.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Actor and he'd better be hot! ;)

10. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
I don't know. Can't predict the future.

11.Are you happy with your life?
Sometimes yeahh, sometimes no.

12. What makes you happy?
Just hanging out and laughing my ass off with my gfs.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
To the bathroom?

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends.

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who loves me back.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most probally, but it depends.

17. Is there someone who you dislike or despise rite now?
Sad to say, yessssss

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told you that she/he is actually the prime minister's son/daughter, what would u do?
Nothing?

I tag;
YOU!

another level of life,

2009-03-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hello loves :D

Thinking about this back then, makes me wanna laugh my ass off but it certainly gave me the shivers as well :\ So anyways, as you all would know, yesterday was the last day of our first monthly test, when the last paper was collected, a group of girls were like screaming, jumping and cheering.

Harsh; They're acting like this the last exam -__-
Manda; Yeahh, there's more to come lah. There's 1st term, August monthly test and final term. By the time, they can scream.
Harsh; Nooo, then there's PMR, SPM, and when its college time, way more tests and maybe university, huge test to take and when you come out to work, there's projects and assignments and stuffs. The time where you can rest is when you stay at home and become a mom, then you rest.
Manda; Ehh, not yet! Before you give birth, there's one more test to take.
Harsh; Huh? What is it?
Manda; *laughs* PREGNANCY TEST LAH!!!

Am I right? :D And then at tuition, this matter was brought up again -__- Pn Azlina was giving us ringkasan to do and then this guy said... [sorry, I forgotten his name]

Guy; Cikgu, ujian dah habis. Bagi kita rehat lah!
Pn Azlina; Ahh, tak boleh. Dua bulan lagi, ujian datang. Saya sedang preparing awak untuk PMR ni. Lepas PMR, baru awak boleh rehat.
Manda; *looks at Harsh*
Harsh; *whispers* Still got SPM, college, university and work lah.
Manda; Ehh, you forgotten, PRENANCY TEST!
Harsh; *laughs*

Geddit? *sighs* You can't really rest in your journey of life. Challenges are always around, if you manage to pass it, why not take it as another level of life? :D Maybe the only time you can rest is when you go back to God :D

xo's

manda L

the fourth blog ♥

2009-03-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

Hello there little earthlings

Welcome to my new blog :D This is thefourth blog I've created so far, I've been deleting all my previous blogs cus I think they're lame *laughs* So anyways, will try my best to make this blog interesting ;) And oh, since its for invited readers only, some stuffs might be private and confidential so don't get surprised on some secrets, alright? Whoa, hold on a minute, who the hell I'm I talking to? Haha, obviously, I haven't invited anyone yet so yeahh I can crap all I like now!! Hee, sorry about that -__- Ohkays, let the crapping stop, I'm off :D

xo's

manda L